Wednesday

Two - again.......

This is the second post about two that I've written in the last week.

I have a sinus infection and bronchitis. Two ailments. It took the nurse two tries on each arm ( obviously, I have two - do ya see the pattern here? ) until she could draw enough blood for the two tests they do. They took two x-rays of my lungs. I have two prescriptions. Only one steroid shot in the ass though. I guess since there's a split in it, I could count it as two.

This morning, my dad went back to his oncologist after she read the scan he had last week.

The cancer has advanced, spreading into his liver, his spine and he has TWO new lesions where there weren't any before. Radiation or chemo won't help. Surgery was never an option.

He has less than two months to live.

Two months.

I will be without the two most important people in my life forever in less than two months.

Screw you world.

Guess which two fingers I'm holding up ?

14 comments:

Sassy said...

Two might not be your favorite number right now, but I'm holding out two arms, and giving you a virtual hug. I'm so sorry for all that you are going through. :(

Coal Miner's Granddaughter said...

I've said it before and I'll say it again, hon.

I. Love. You.

Anything you need. Anything. Call me.

Anonymous said...

((hugs))

GeekByMarriage said...

It damn sure isn't the peace sign. I am so sorry the Universe is being such a bastard. All the love in the world.

Hilly said...

There aren't even enough words to convey how very sorry I am that all of this bad stuff is going on.


Lots of love...

HEATHER said...

OH honey I am so sorry. You are in my prayers.

sybil law said...

Oh, God.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Fran said...

Oh, Kim. I'm so sorry. There are not words.

Fuck you, Universe. Fuck you in the brown. This is one of my dearest friends I've never met and it's time you LEFT HER THE FUCK ALONE!! Let her get her feet back under her. ENOUGH!!
Come fuck with me instead. I double dog dare you.

thepsychobabble said...

Two is the number of arms I have, that'd I'd like to wrap around you.
That sounds slightly cheesy, but 'tis true.
The number of friends you have that really want to be here for you right now, is so much more than two. We love you, kim, and we wish we could do more to help you through this.

I hate that you're getting a raw fucking deal from the universe right now. Hang in there, and enjoy every moment you can with your dad right now.

Evil Twin's Wife said...

I'm so sorry to hear this news, but I hope he proves that doctor wrong and has more time. {{{Hugs}}}

LOVIN7 said...

I'm SO sorry to hear this Cozzie.. I hope he proves them wrong and you can spend as much time as possible with him. I wish Greg was there to support you, but know that I am here for you always. Fcancer! ((HUGS))

Anonymous said...

Kim,
Just want you to know that you & your Dad are in my thoughts & prayers.

Robyn
Oneonta, AL

Geekgrl64 said...

Oh Kim, I am so sorry to hear this. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Julie

insertwittytitleheremomstired said...

I'm holding up two fingers along with you while tears stream from my two eyes.